up up

it's through doorways, back forth,
down stairs and up again, secrets there,
corners and darkness hiding and whispering
it's back from where you're from and into the wild
searching searching, searching and finding
not what you wanted, but you found it regardless
to there and from there into this out of that and around this corner next to the next one but still in the back if you don't stand too close it won't burn you as you cross your legs trying to look proper but there is a swimming pool that just sits dormant because the pool man forgot the chlorine and instead gave it a miss back to the bar where he waits for tomorrow for lack of interest in today.

suppose you found what you were looking for though. what would that mean
to everyone else after the day was over.
would they be happy
would you?
is it the right decision?
how do you determine that exactly?