see if this works

dawn, sunrise, dripping onto curtains
my frustration frustration
frustration bundled up

i want to throw it out a window
but i've seen this before
i know the end result
and i know the events

nothing is so pathetic
as a bike race
july 5th, 5a.m.        ...still not old enough
                    ...to really understand
                    ...(will i ever be?)

and losing
not only the race