this is just initial expression smashed on a website

   thanks for the doorways
      moments aside
these walking motions in twilight
as for what it would be ► i don't know
if i actually had answers,
    or ideas of the future
       i could share
but i'm as confused as the rest
i'm cold, i'm shocked
even the deepest parts of me
can barely sleep at night, past
the initial passing out. i can't sleep
5:29, up at 4:00.              the sip of beer still
in the can is warm and stale now
but was beautiful, adventurous
   you were here

i suppose that's all i can say
except that i have this scratch
on my back
it's accidentally self inflicted
but i wish i had had some reason
to put it there