this again

if I could just stop lying
to you

if I could release this feeling

something about that, it, whatever
maybe it wouldn't be too late

but it's morning and I'm moving
on tuesday, I'm moving
on

the mornings

a crumpled sheet and heavy breathing.

there is the neighbors dog. yapping

if i just had that gun right now, shit man

shit

if i had that gun right

now

shit

that dog would not be a